The sins of my past are finally reaping their revenge. I’m not cut out for this shit. I just want to go home and sleep for a few days. Fuck my students, fuck my work, fuck my degree. I dont care about it anymore. Its not going to happen. Im not going to graduate. I am not going to go become a productive teacher. I will never get into a Phd program. Every corner I cut every lie I told ever trick I pulled everything I have accomplished through deceit. I have come to the realization that it is payback time. Dave Hubbel once told me everything falls apart after 30. I just didnt believe he meant EVERYTHING.
well it does. and I cant afford to fix any of it.
Yes goddamnit Im in a bad fucking mood.
and Im tired.
Wilbur
PS on a different note, I would like to congradulate Melissa. I knew you were better than UL.
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