{"id":22,"date":"2004-10-19T21:26:20","date_gmt":"2004-10-20T01:26:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/happypoet.com\/arglor\/wp\/?p=18"},"modified":"2004-10-19T21:26:20","modified_gmt":"2004-10-20T01:26:20","slug":"tired-angst","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/happypoet.com\/arglor\/2004\/10\/19\/tired-angst\/","title":{"rendered":"tired angst"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I\u2019m sitting here pondering over statements made in the past and I am attempting to try and get some things together&#8230;. I talked to Mom today&#8230; it was a really good conversation&#8230;. I said a couple things that were bothering me and she just listened&#8230; it felt good&#8230;  Real good in fact&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve figured some things out&#8230;. first I need to get this Nietzsche paper done&#8230; second I need to get out of this apartment&#8230; third&#8230; I need to study for GRE&#8230; fourth I need to take the GRE&#8230; Fifth I need to setup a regiment where I get out of this house and do things for fun&#8230; Sixth I need to let go of some of the things I\u2019m worrying about and realize that this is my life and I can either sit back and watch it perform the tasks necessary or I can yet again take up the reigns and have fun&#8230; it has been so long since I\u2019ve had fun by myself..<\/p>\n<p>I think that is why I don&#8217;t feel good&#8230;. I\u2019ve been more concerned about what &#8220;will&#8221; happen then concerned about what is actually happening&#8230; interesting dilemma&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I\u2019m sitting here pondering over statements made in the past and I am attempting to try and get some things together&#8230;. I talked to Mom today&#8230; it was a really good conversation&#8230;. I said a couple things that were bothering me and she just listened&#8230; it felt good&#8230; Real good in fact&#8230; I\u2019ve figured some &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/happypoet.com\/arglor\/2004\/10\/19\/tired-angst\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;tired angst&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-22","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-entries"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/happypoet.com\/arglor\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/happypoet.com\/arglor\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/happypoet.com\/arglor\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/happypoet.com\/arglor\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/happypoet.com\/arglor\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=22"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/happypoet.com\/arglor\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/happypoet.com\/arglor\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=22"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/happypoet.com\/arglor\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=22"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/happypoet.com\/arglor\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=22"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}