Today I will begin my journal of my thoughts. I am ending a part of my life and beginning another. I feel that is could be great, but I am not sure of the outcome. My son has hoped that I would write this. I don’t know if it is what I want to do or not. I will be trying to do it and hope that is will help in some way.
School has become very negative, and I do not know if I want to be there. I have discuss the problem with my friends in school. They have boosted my mood, but it will be me that must work through it. I hope that things will work out and I that I will be able to hang in and do the job that I am hired for despite all that is happening around me. I do realize that I should stay focused on what is important and avoid the petty people that are there. I do know that it will take a lot of strength for me not to speak when I feel things are wrong. I have to work with all these ladies whether I like them or not. I will have to make my Ramke side stay down and maybe this outlet will help get it out and keep me level. As Enya says “Only Time”. That should be in my mind always as I go along \ud83d\ude41<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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