Hunter S Thompson is Dead.

nothing more I can say.

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Road Trip

David and I went on a road trip (minor). We went to see Modest Mouse in Houston. It was a pretty good show, but I think MM should practice more before touring. They had numerous problems throughout the set and no transition from one song to another. They came on the stage said,”No need to chat lets just play.” Then they played for an hour without saying anything which wasnt the lyrics of the song. (For those that dont know MM) There songs are small in comparison to other artists I frequently pay money to see. NiN Pink Floyd . . . Average song lasts about 1 1/2 mins. This wouldnt be a problem if they didnt stop for a good 2 – 3 mins between songs. The endings were abrupt like someone turned off the speakers and the beginnings were usually them tuning the guitar with some cords then bam off into the song. Why does this bother me so? I prefer to view a show as an event or performance, not a bootleg cd on shuffle. There was no order to the songs, and the fact that one of the main members kept walking off to sit on the side during songs he had no part in. Trent Reznor writes songs by himself, but yet he can arrange the pieces of the performance for 5 other individuals where they perform on every song. This adds new melodies, new chords, new harmonies to a great song. The audience gets to hear something “new” while also hearing that “old” song which has been given huge amounts of airplay. It works really well. Unfortunately MM did nothing of the sort. If the original song did not have the chello or standup bass, then the poor man must sit on the sidelines. At least they could have arranged the order of the songs so he could come on for the second have as Nirvana had done with their chello player. There was even a chance for members of the Opening Act’s Opening Act hehe to perform with MM. THe opening act’s opening act really really really bit ass. It was a local band which when on the verge of sounding decent would allow their lead singer to vocalize. These members of the opening act’s opening act came onto the stage and performed the song “The Good Life is Killing Me”. Its an easy song to perform with. All they had to do was sing the chorus at the correct time which is “The Good Life is Killing Me” and supposedly beat some tamberines, but MM performed it at the wrong time. This would have been a decent encore song. Introduce the opening act’s opening act band members, sing the song, get the audience to sing the chorus a few times and then say goodnight and leave. This would have been a decent end, yet they failed in this. They performed it 1/2 way through the set with no leadup and no introductions or words out of the context of the song. So did I enjoy the band’s performance. Yes and No. I enjoy their songs from the newest album. In fact I would put it amoungst the top 10 albums of the year. Yet, they failed in so many areas to pull off a good performance. Technical difficulties they were not prepared for. A staged encore. Only one member of the band which seemed to be really into the songs. Luckily he was the singer. The rest of the show was halting and disenchanting and amateur. So Guys of MM please do us a favor if the next album is as successful as this one please pay someone to help you pratice and stage a true performance. (I wont even begin to talk about the lighting which was minimalistic at best.)

Did I enjoy myself last night? I did overwhelmingly. Sitting in a Truck Stop at Midnight discussing futures and failures with David is one of those moments I will never forget. I will miss being able to see him on a daily even weekly basis. He is going to graduate this semester and I will someday graduate. We will move to other parts of the country. maybe even other countries. We will probably talk once a week at least at first, but there wont be nights like last night. That bites.

Wilbur

PS Driving to Houston and back in one night to teach a class in the morning — costly. Wasting a few hours talking to your younger brother who will be a great man one day — priceless.

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Im better.

Im feeling better. at work, bored but better.

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OK, goddamnit I give up, fuck this shit.

The sins of my past are finally reaping their revenge. I’m not cut out for this shit. I just want to go home and sleep for a few days. Fuck my students, fuck my work, fuck my degree. I dont care about it anymore. Its not going to happen. Im not going to graduate. I am not going to go become a productive teacher. I will never get into a Phd program. Every corner I cut every lie I told ever trick I pulled everything I have accomplished through deceit. I have come to the realization that it is payback time. Dave Hubbel once told me everything falls apart after 30. I just didnt believe he meant EVERYTHING.

well it does. and I cant afford to fix any of it.

Yes goddamnit Im in a bad fucking mood.
and Im tired.

Wilbur

PS on a different note, I would like to congradulate Melissa. I knew you were better than UL.

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Happy Birthday to me Happy Birthday to me Happy Birthday dear Wilbur

I am thirty years old today. I have lived a generation. They are trying to rename my generation that of the 24-29 year olds. They believe we do not want to grow up. Mother says that my father didnt grow up until age 40, so I guess I have a few years to go. I dont want to grow up. Never did.

Well I havent yet, back to Auberdine.

Wilbur

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4 years of waiting . . .

With Teeth: 5/3/2005

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Im sick again. I blame mel.

(regardless of the fact that I havent been in contact with her for over a month.)
I have come down with what can only be termed as the flu. Hot and cold flashes. aching. coughing. fever. stuffy head so you can rest hehe I think it calls for NyQuil. Unfortunately I have found that taking NyQuil only leads to being hung over the following morning along with the cold. Stayed home from work Thursday and only made brief appearances at my two classes. Long enough to pick up their papers and assign some Mardi Gras homework. Now I am at work only slightly disoriented, as long as I sit down every so often. Not that busy.
I dont want to talk about school. I will know something soon.

Wilbur

Penny Arcade – Freaking Hilarious

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Yes Yes Yes I am alive.

Sorry for the delay in posting its the beginning of the year again and the world is conspiring against me to keep me from doing what I want to do oh hell its my own damn fault.

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Love of teaching. . .

This semester will either be proof of my desire to teach or proof that I have no idea what I am doing. I am only teaching two classes, but both will be challenging. One will be because I belief the students are going to have a hard time staying attentive. The other because I have numerous students who are disabled and I have no special training in teaching learning disabled students. This is going to be fun.

I am teaching Engl 91 and 92.

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And they’re off!

Classes began yesterday. I am only teaching two classes this semester. I plan to follow the book as closely as possible, reduce my outside activities, and complete my thesis.

Hopefully it will go smoothly.

Wilbur

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