the semester is finished…

could have done better in history… could have done worse in all my other classes..

i’m bored.. no more research papers.. this is the first semester i’m feeling displaced.. it is like i look around and there is nothing to do. I’m even out of gaming options… that was my mind numbing take a break moment…

not being able to work on my paper and not knowing how Dr. Berkeley is going to recieve the paper is bugging the hell out of me.

i wanted desperately to watch sideways tonight, but nature was against me. I couldn’t find anyone who wanted to go with me. I will go see Ray tonight though. that should be fun. yeah i’m pathetic…

I ate lunch with michael and i asked him if he wanted to go see sideways. He said he would love to but he and his wife are going on a date tonight and so he can’t. He was going with his wife to go see the movie i went and saw last night… yeah the “what the !@#$ do we know” movie… I laughed and said it was a mistake to go see that movie because of X Y and Z…

He calls his wife later and told her that he was having lunch with me. She apparently asks if i was free tonight and invites me to go see that great movie. I vigorously shake my head. He explains my feelings about the movie. They say we can go see another movie if you want, how about Ray?

So there you have it.. i’m a third wheel on their date… i feel bad… i’m a little pathetic.. she did ask me.. he didn’t even tell her that i was having problems finding something to do.. so she is just nice…

oh well so we see Ray tonight.