As much of you know yesterday was the holiday of my birth… I am now officially 24…

I was in a funk yesterday and i can’t narrow it down to one cause. My parents took me out to eat, trey came by to visit, and i spent all night talking to Mary and wishing she were here. I had wanted to something different to mark the day as special and i guess since that fell through i got depressed. My birthday was much like any other day except i got older. I think it was officially the adult birthday i had been trying to escape all my life. The day where everyone looks around and says so? your a day older? get over yourself. I knew it would happen one day.

My parents were pleased to spend time with me, which was nice. We ate at Bennigans. Trey visited and we talked about a few things.

I will write my nietzsche paper tonight and tomorrow and be done with the whole damn thing. Nothing will be needed. The world will continue. I will finish getting my present for Mary. I will even work on other things necessary.

Next week I will take my finals. I will then go to work. I will then go take my GRE. Finally i will see Mary. This is my plan. This is my goal. I don’t really feel inspired for anything other then that Goal. I will go through the motions. I will continue completeing the necesseties of life.

i’m going to watch spirited away later tonight. That seems like it will be a good movie.

ok i’m done.. I work next week on Tuesday and Wednesday 9-12. Interesting stuff.