So, last night after the philosophy club Mary and I listen to some pretty great bands and then i fall asleep. During the night Mary gets on my computer and logs it off and falls asleep. I wake up… the computer is dead. Nothing. It comes on posts to the bios but doesn’t power the graphics card.

I shit/piss/moan/cry. I ask why she turned off the computer, and of course i didn’t make it clear that the computer should never be turned off.

I don’t know whats wrong now. We think it is the power supply but i just don’t have enough money to sink to into it. Or at least i don’t have enough money to sink into it and also have the ability to get a new computer after i find out it is much worse then a powersupply problem.

In the end it isn’t Mary’s fault. This computer was going to do this one day.

Today has been a bad day over-all. I have recieved less the admirable results from Dr. Berkeley about my Nietzsche paper. That was the paper i was going to use for my CUNY application. So i have to fix it. I knew i would have to fix it but now it makes me wonder if it is worth fixing.

I also found out that i have a bill hanging over my head that was previously believed non-existent. Wish it would go back to that property.

Question: Can I pay it off, finish the CUNY app, and also fix my computer without going bankrupt?

Answer: I am opptimistic but i also believe it will destroy whatever money i had set aside to fix my Car. So minus the computer.. what are we left with? I’m in need of money bad. I could rob a bank. That would be nice.