I’m in a strange mood today. Everyone is gun-ho for work and i’m like “eh-“. perhaps it was staying here yesterday till 7:00. I don’t know.

I still enjoy the work, which is odd in my mind. It makes me really want to take the LSAT. Oh well now i just have to get off my ass and study and take it to see how i do.

this job has done one thing to my life that isn’t necessarily a good thing. It has turned my brain to slush. I can’t seem to concentrate on philosophical ideas. Random cross-section of my thought stati:

– wow senator kennedy is making serious statements against nominating the judge.
– he has some good points.. but
— did that auth go out to staten island university hospital?…. hmm let me check.
– kennedy does have some good points…… FUCK
— drafts a quick ltr to go with a notice to produce documents drafted earlier today so it can get out.
– fuck kennedy and his life.

see it isn’t a good sign eh? things just pop into my head and i fight them down losing complete track of previous thoughts. Oh well.

like the young man in the comedy show said, “no one wants to read your political views.”

but i did think kennedy brought out some good points about a life-time appointment to the supreme court. It isn’t something that should be taken lightly, but in our soceity we take very little as important, except immediate personal survival.