So i went to New York the other day… yes i’m starting off a post by refering to my extensive travels… in the last few months i’ve grown into a person i never thought i’d be.

Items of interest i never thought would happen to me in my life:
– meeting a woman who was married and falling in love…
– falling in love with a woman who applied for and recieved a divorce, but then moved to New York.
– discovered that the woman i love is insane… literally… coooo koooo…. but i still love her…
– become a frequent flying member of a specific airline
– make plans for my life that don’t begin with the phrase, “i’d like to” instead begin with, “I will”
– pay rent… man that sucks..
– pay electricity wow.. big one there…
– OWN A CELL PHONE… hate… pure hatred..
– document clever little details about my life on the interenet…

anyways i’m digressing. I’m changing also, of course in a more literal sense. My life is not what i thought it would be. This is not bad. Change is not always good and it is not always bad. In my case it was neccessary. I was going to change because my previous existence was one of a passive nature. Now i’m actively seeking things out to complete. Life. Series of events needed to be completed. progression to death….

You Wasted Life, Why Wouldnt You Waste Death?

I saw the house of flying daggers and there will be more on this later… I’ve been meaning to pop a review of Garden State up here because i think it might please those reading this… is anyone reading this?

I also saw I Heart Huckabees. A review will be up for it also… i’m going to probably just write synopsis’ of movies i enjoy or hate since i watch so many of them. I also saw The Crying Game… Last Tango in Paris… and more i can’t think of at this second…

oh well.